李白 �
兩人對酌山花開，
一杯一杯複一杯。
我醉欲眠卿且去，
明朝有意抱琴來。
Epik High ft. Lee Hi - It’s Cold (Orchestral Remix)
The future that I want, has people who love me, has the time for me to return home and visit my family. I want to drive to the beach at night to see the stars in the night sky, to count the stars and make a wish.” Huang Zitao (黃子韜) - 130108 (via fairie-tale)
Many times, what people need is a special heart that listens
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3rd day of “rehab”
Hard as fuck. But I can do it no matter what. After all it was my idea, I laid it out from beginning till now, no use to even reconsider it. It was a mistake of whoever out there doing the red thread or whatever.
I can do it.
“Special brownie”
I always did that. Every times I decided to just have half of the brownie and wait… I ended up ate all the brownie and seriously stoned for the next 5 hours. At least it was not a whole damn cookie and tripping out for a whole day! At least I got to sleep! But then I have nothing else to do when I wake up on Sunday morning except making food eat foods and ignore text messages.
Tomorrow again.
“Excuse me. I will need your friend SH here for a bit. He will find you in lecture. Don’t you worry!”
=))
IT IS JUST COMPLICATED!
My art professor decided to give everybody in the class full point this week, and we did not have to write blog for this week. Because of that, I am now have a “very” free weekend with perhaps nothing to do. Of course I do have a lot thing to do but not what I actually want to do. I am sitting here in my apartment on the Friday night. How lame did my life become already? I am only 22. The past couple weeks, I was drunk, dancing in the club, went out till 2 every morning, went home and whined with H. Yes. On the week that I decided to stay home, none of the teacher wanted to give any homework. Why is that?
I had a lot of in mind these days about my future and what are my next steps. Writing becomes a luxury activity for me these days, I think. I caught up with writing papers for all the class that I don’t think I would like to spend more time blogging about my life here. But here I am, tonight. Friday night after Valentine’s Day.
This term probably will be the easiest term ever in my undergraduate, ever. I keep getting perfect scores on pretty much all the classes. Still, my life is running on an awkward tape. I ended up having class with SH. Did I mention it before already? I had class with this kid whom I kind of hooked up last summer. How wonderful faith or whatever that thing works. Yes. I have to sit 4 hours, in a class, every week, with this kid. Let just says “ it is complicated!”. I guess I don’t mind, or may be I do. What the hell are you feeling, me? You better sort this shit out, quick, because you have 4 weeks left of this term.
I met couple other… kids. It is complicated. Yes. Very complicated. Then I guess my life is no longer awkward, it just gets complicated. May be just my relationship, or sex life, or fuck it, I don’t know what I call this shit. IT IS JUST COMPLICATED!
I think I want to go out. It is only 9 o’clock and it is still time to gather people up and head to downtown for another drunk night. I don’t might being drunk. But last week, boiiiii, I did a lot of things when I was drunk. It was a good night. I don’t care. Sometime you just need to make a fool out of yourself for later you would have something to whine and be embarrassed about when suddenly sitting in class and remember about it.
I saw my ex today. Fuck it? Yes.
Candy is getting marriage and Kim is pregnant.
Talked to my mom yesterday. She sounds happy…
It is a complicated stage of my life.
What is right? What is wrong? Who have the authority to decide…
Recently, I stopped talking to one of my closed friend here in Eugene. He cheated on his fiance with a friend of mine. And this is not even the first time. My standard, morality… snapped. It is enough to conclude what a jerk he is. I am not even regret what I did. I am now out of this fucking mess. For the girl, I already offered my advice, she didn’t listen. I will pretend that I don’t know what the fuck is going on, but others people already knew anyway. Whatever the hell happened to them is their fucking business. I am done and I am through with this.
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25 Things To Do Before You Turn 25
1. Make peace with your parents. Whether you finally recognize that they actually have your best interests in mind or you forgive them for being flawed human beings, you can’t happily enter adulthood with that familial brand of resentment.
2. Kiss someone you think is out of your league; kiss models and med students and entrepreneurs with part-time lives in Dubai and don’t worry about if they’re going to call you afterward.
3. Minimize your passivity.
4. Work a service job to gain some understanding of how tipping works, how to keep your cool around assholes, how a few kind words can change someone’s day.
5. Recognize freedom as a 5:30 a.m. trip to the diner with a bunch of strangers you’ve just met.
6. Try not to beat yourself up over having obtained a ‘useless’ Bachelor’s Degree. Debt is hell, and things didn’t pan out quite like you expected, but you did get to go to college, and having a degree isn’t the worst thing in the world to have. We will figure this mess out, I think, probably; the point is you’re not worth less just because there hasn’t been an immediate pay off for going to school. Be patient, work with what you have, and remember that a lot of us are in this together.
7. If you’re employed in any capacity, open a savings account. You never know when you might be unemployed or in desperate need of getting away for a few days. Even $10 a week is $520 more a year than you would’ve had otherwise.
8. Make a habit of going outside, enjoying the light, relearning your friends, forgetting the internet.
9. Go on a 4-day, brunch-fueled bender.
10. Start a relationship with your crush by telling them that you want them. Directly. Like, look them in the face and say it to them. Say, I want you. I want to be with you.
11. Learn to say ‘no’ — to yourself. Don’t keep wearing high heels if you hate them; don’t keep smoking if you’re disgusted by the way you smell the morning after; stop wasting entire days on your couch if you’re going to complain about missing the sun.
12. Take time to revisit the places that made you who you are: the apartment you grew up in, your middle school, your hometown. These places may or may not be here forever; you definitely won’t be.
13. Find a hobby that makes being alone feel lovely and empowering and like something to look forward to.
14. Think you know yourself until you meet someone better than you.
15. Forget who you are, what your priorities are, and how a person should be.
16. Identify your fears and instead of letting them dictate your every move, find and talk to people who have overcome them. Don’t settle for experiencing .000002% of what the world has to offer because you’re afraid of getting on a plane.
17. Make a habit of cleaning up and letting go. Just because it fit at one point doesn’t mean you need to keep it forever — whether ‘it’ is your favorite pair of pants or your ex.
18. Stop hating yourself.
19. Go out and watch that movie, read that book, listen to that band you already lied about watching, reading, listening to.
20. Take advantage of health insurance while you have it.
21. Make a habit of telling people how you feel, whether it means writing a gushing fan-girl email to someone whose work you love or telling your boss why you deserve a raise.
22. Date someone who says, “I love you” first.
23. Leave the country under the premise of “finding yourself.” This will be unsuccessful. Places do not change people. Instead, do a lot of solo drinking, read a lot of books, have sex in dirty hostels, and come home when you start to miss it.
24. Suck it up and buy a Macbook Pro.
25. Quit that job that’s making you miserable, end the relationship that makes you act like a lunatic, lose the friend whose sole purpose in life is making you feel like you’re perpetually on the verge of vomiting. You’re young, you’re resilient, there are other jobs and relationships and friends if you’re patient and open.
” (via starstofillmydream-182)(Source: lydiamichelle)
We are not meant to be.
It is time to forget and let go. We are not meant to be, some strings are still connecting us. But let your head guides instead of your heart.
“There are people from whom you will never fully untangle yourself, but you will learn to live with their memory.” -
