The way he kissed my forehead reminded me of A. so much. But it is different in the way that when A did it, i felt safe and I know I will always be his babygirl but with W, he made me feel ‘liked’. I want to break it off. I feel so certain about it, that I want to break it off. The only thing I am lacking is the courage to do it and the strength to hold myself back from crying when he leaves. I know I will cry, after all, he is different.
Last September, I found somebody. A great guy indeed, carefree, charming, funny, all the good stuff. I did not expect it to last till today. And the thought of wanting to break it all off been on my mind for the longest time. I found no reason. But isn’t it the nature of a fwb stuff is to get out whenever we want to without the need to a specific reason? There is nothing wrong with him, may be something wrong with me. But it is better to leave now when things are perfect and that we would remember each other with happy memories. I admit that I am a coward. And it is necessary step for me.