I think he took my heart.
Since Monday, I found myself, again, torn between feelings and emotions. I always knew as soon as I see him again, I will fall all over. I came home and cried after that night. What should I do and how should I deal with my feelings? And here I thought I already over him. We never dated. But why are these feelings are so strong? Hannibal said people tend to be very vulnerable when they depress. May be this is true. After all he is also a sad person. That is all we have in common. I must make myself believe though… That we are not meant to be together.
He said I should write again.
So I did.
I will try.
Good night world.
I miss you today too…
Went looking for love
Out under stars and street lamps.
Saw none, found motel. Jiminy Page (via haikusofabrokenheart)
The future that I want, has people who love me, has the time for me to return home and visit my family. I want to drive to the beach at night to see the stars in the night sky, to count the stars and make a wish. Huang Zitao (黃子韜) - 130108 (via fairie-tale)
3rd day of “rehab”
Hard as fuck. But I can do it no matter what. After all it was my idea, I laid it out from beginning till now, no use to even reconsider it. It was a mistake of whoever out there doing the red thread or whatever.
I can do it.